There are many ways of breaking a heart. Stories were full of hearts broken by love,
but what really broke a heart was taking away its dream - whatever that dream might be.
Pearl S. Buck

Tuesday, June 18

Notices

OK so, over the last year I am more aware of what is coming at me, in terms of energetic exchanges with other people. I believe this is a response to a request I made to the universe a year or so ago (seems these questions are answered with a very slow response).

At the time of the question, I was noticing my words being misinterpreted, and/or not being understood for what I meant. I realized this is on me, and wanted to clear it up. Upon doing that I started noticing more and more honest exchanges, (TY!!!) but a LOT of exchanges ended up in someone being hostile towards me, or angry? So now I have a new question of the universe... What am I doing that brings in this energy towards me? Is there a universal rise in frustration or hostility? Or is it something I am asking for?

I believe that you should always question yourself first then question others. ie; not an 'I am to blame' but more like, are my intentions matching my exchanges! Maybe I am being tooo sensitive? Or maybe I have too much time on my hands! giggle.

Pondering this more and more. I will return with a more defined entry tomorrow. ciao my peeps.

Sunday, June 16

EXPECTATIONS

WHAT a piece of crap. Look, life is what it is. We all have desires and dreams but, is that part of your life demanding others to be a way that YOU are not being? Also, I am NOT an expert, or perfect or even judging others on how or what they are 'being'. BUT we live in a world full of expectations based on self-delusion! AND we flock together in these groups which hold these parameters dearly so we can justify our repetitive hate. 

What are you wearing? Who are you talking to? What did they say? Are they political? Are they spiritual? How many times did they mess up (which is your filter, not theirs)? Why can't they do this? Why won't they do that?

Don't get me wrong here, as humans, a set of livable standards eases our monkey minds so that we can exist in hope, love, and laughter. But when you are demanding another be some 'way' for you to accept them, then there isn't love or even like there. Just remove them from your life, and find those that can live with your filter/expectations/demands (as it is one).

There. Humanity is a loveless landscape in a LOT of ways, but it doesn't have to be. An elated celebrity has a right to an indignant lifestyle, so does the homeless person deserve a right of respect and dignity.

The problem with the majority is the need to condemn and classify. That's just all I have to say about it. If you love, then love. If you judge that's out of hate. period.

Not free of guilt here but sure trying to move away from being a toxic judgemental excluder.