Pondering

I am here. I spent much too time yesterday wondering why and how and where and what... etc. The time i waste thinking other than doing is starting to annoy me. There are some days when I want a "cruise director".. Here is your list of tasks. please complete them.

After a lovely conversation with a dear friend, I felt a bit more enlightened. She directed me down a path that may help me focus my energy. One goal, and the rest is play, but even play time is to be scheduled for me, or i will sit and ponder, dream, sit up on the hill and question the reasons life is the way it is. How to help others realize their paths with ease.

Yea i REALLY need a cheerleader/cruise director/motivator/bedpartner/sexslave no wait.. giggle...

Friends... just be there if i ask for your help. Its just a bit of a nudge  now and again. I wont ask you to build me a pyramid, just open your third eye and give me a little bit of united energy.

Thanks for playing! here is your gift... xooxooxoxoxo