After a long visit with my family in Texas, well, even
before that, I realized that my spiritual life is sadly lacking. Now, don’t get
me wrong, I am NOT talking about religion or god or even Buddha… I am talking
about the spiritual path I am on with my humanity and the world around me. I
have lost that faith in myself and the faith in the world. And that isn’t
working for me.
Changes happen everyday, we walk, we talk, we fall, we rise,
we live. Its part of our connection, our human experience. I have a serious
internal naïve ignorance of my true self, which includes a part of me that
wants to die. THAT has to end, and it will, how fast I don’t have any clue, but
this path has begun again for me. Choices are being made as we breathe into
this moment here.
Today’s spiritual path started with a doughnut!! Doughnuts
are definitely one of the devil’s tools that puts a fog in our minds and
bodies. (Homer Simpson drool and doughnut moan here). I have no clue to the
solid attraction other than, its gluten, its sugar, it’s a finger food, its
better when it’s warm, ie: holy crap, it’s a deity! Mixed with coffee, we
expose the raging over reactive ‘aholics in all of us… NOT a good thing.
So, in light of this realization, I, the square woman of the
edge of the continent, paradise, usa, deny the power of the doughnut over me..
(past this point of course). I am on a path of healing, and its time for gluten
and sugar to get BEHIND me.. not in my behind. or my brain, or my thighs or
arms or in my BELLY.
I am loved… by me to be free of this temptation, once and
for all. This step has been taken to free myself .
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